I feel so depressed.
I don’t have an appetite anymore, anytime I try to eat I feel sick to my stomach. I either don’t sleep at all or sleep all day. Anything and everything pisses me off. My moms in jail and my dads 7 states over. I have no one. Can’t even fucking leave this hell hole. I just want to disappear.
I want a blade. I want a bottle of vodka. I want a bag full of different drugs. I want to be left alone in my room. I want to blast my music as loud as I can. I want to watch my skin tear apart. I want to watch blood drip from my body. I want my vision to get blurry. I want to be so fucking high that I can’t move. I want to numb out the world and visit Wonderland. I want to forget any worries.
(Source: captainyasmin)
um… instantly horny.
yup.
(Source: every-seven-seconds)
Like why is all this shit happening to me?
I didn’t ask for this, any of this. I fucking hate everyone.
